Monday, October 22, 2012

Scones of Christ


One recent evening, I stayed after my closing shift in the hospital kitchen, to do some baking. This is something I’ve become know for: baking cookies, at least once a week. This time, though, rather than cookies for that night’s staff, or for sale the following day, I was making scones for the operating room nurses and surgeons, who had eight extra surgeries scheduled the next day. They’ve been huge fans of my scones, preferring them over my cookies.
I was somewhere amid the mixing of ingredients and forming of the dough when I realized that what I was doing was something that wouldn’t be allowed, anywhere else I’ve worked. (Too many problems with someone staying on after their shift, not to mention the food-costs of making something not on the menu.)
In this small river-valley where I live, there’s a sense of close-knit community that sets it apart from even other small towns. It’s one of the things that drew me to repeatedly visit, led me to eventually move here. I’ve come to accept it, expect it—having forgotten what a distinguishing characteristic it is.
Just because something has been so for nearly a decade doesn’t make it any less a thing of grace. And it is likely its own act of grace, recognizing grace. When I realized how I’d been blest to work in a place that allows me to do a simple act like baking, I prayed thanks for that blessing, and also the blessing of being able to see it as so.
This story, to close. I learned to bake—cookies, scones, muffins, and such—at a local cafĂ© that’s since gone out of business. Five or so years ago, during my early days there, one of the co-owners was a retired Catholic priest and monk. Invariably, every time I’d have him taste-test something I was working on, before taking that taste, he’d intone, “Body of Christ.”

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Community


In a recent conversation with a nurse at the hospital where we both work, I was telling how my having to work every Sunday interferes with my being able to attend worship. She mentioned that she just needs to step outside in order to spend time with God. Now, the part of Colorado where we live is awesome, and quite easily does evoke an, “Oh my God;” and further, I grew up the son of a wildlife biologist, so I know about coming to be with God in the quiet of the forests, alongside the living waters. But church worship isn’t about our alone time with God. It’s about our coming together as a community to join together in being with God.
To remain outside of such community makes it easier to sink totally into one’s self, to settle and stagnate, to become a singular, not really alive thing. You’re not rubbing up against the notions of others’, particularly the troublesome ones which poke holes in your notions and carry their implications further, or in differing directions, than you intended. Nor are you having oddball ideas thrust at you, which sink in and begin growing—whether weedy growth or possibly beautiful and beneficial things you’ve never seen before. Of course, with a community you have needs, dreams, hopes, desires, hang-ups, and irritating habits other than your own. You cease being the center of the universe, instead, becoming just one more body continually going in circles.
As these things happen, what started this conversation with the nurse was my mentioning it was World Communion Sunday. So, I see a certain properness that our conversation led me to consider the communion aspect of worship which distinguishes it from solitary time alone with God.